Tuesday, October 31, 2006

Happy Halloween

Was'sup

Today is halloween, I think
Anyone been to any halloween parties lately ?

I didn't
but the Uni's Entertainment Team is organising a Halloween week, with a Halloween party, Horror Movies Night and others planned

There's this NightWalk thing tonight, and I signed up with a group of friends
Although we were separated into different groups

We trek through the palm oil plantation surrounding UNiM
It was pitch dark and slippery after the drizzle.. we were more afraid of falling down rather than bumping into "things"
It was a good effort by them
We were more shocked than scared
Shadows across my face were actually huge spiders
The guy that sprung up from the ground gave us quite a shocked, even the guide
and luckily the roll of paper thrown upwards didn't hit me when it came down or maybe I would freak out.. just maybe
At least my group didn't shout like the group in front of us

The scary part was after the thing, our guide told us there was supposed to be 7 or so sections that is supposed to spook us
But I only saw 4 individuals trying their tricks
What happened to the other 3 ?
Now thats scary.. hope they'll come out of the plantation alive

Anyway, this would be what's called campus life
I don't think you'll get this in Taylors, Sunway, or HELP
What.. zig zagging through highways and buildings ?
Its just not the same..

What I wanna say is
Since most of you reading this would be applying for University right about now, why not Nottingham ?
There's no compromise on paying for education AND experience
Its a totally different story out here
Its one of the best foreign campuses in Malaysia
The quality of education is top notched
And you get to experience life in UK for a year based on the tuition fees of the Malaysia Campus, which is waaaay more cheaper..
And there's no difference in the certificate of graduation that we'll receive compared to the one in UK, its all the same
Seriously.. consider Nottingham if there's a right course here for you



Peace out
-Still Hoping-


Sunday, October 29, 2006

I Can't Get Over It

Something to say before I go back to my prison cell tomorrow

My bro broke up with his girlfriend

I didn't know until our relatives asked him where's his gf in a family dinner recently
Of course I knew something was up, cuz I haven't seen her in a couple of weeks already, considering the fact that she comes to our house to sleep almost every weekend in the past

Anyone who has seen her or her pictures, should know she is pretty..
But.. sorry to say, I guess my family is somewhat relieved that this relationship is over
No one said anything in the open, but we know my brother deserve someone better ? I know I deserve a better sister-in-law, and my parents deserve a better daughter-in-law

Why ? We just don't like it that when she comes to the house, she says hi, and then goes to my bros room and nvr came out.. only for dinner, water and bathing
And we never said anything because who are we to control my brother's love for a girl

We like it more when we can communicate more, talk more, get to know whats happening, like how it was with my bro's first gf.. but alas, that didn't end well either.. and that I'm truly sorry for

Back to the topic for today

Ya, I still can't get over it
The chronology for what's going in my mind in recent months is
devastation -> puzzled -> denial -> waking up -> coping -> hoping -> "to be or not to be"
I'm stuck in the last stage which is just me trying to decide on an action based on the outcome of what's I'm hoping for
If there's an "answer" in between "hoping" and "to be or not to be", then I'd certainly be done with both of those stages and moved on
Confused ? Ya.. me too..

Somethings are not meant to be forgotten, whether its a real past, or just something that you wanna make it a past
Some past just keeps lingering in your mind whether you like it or not
And the other one is something that you wanna put in the past, but it actually isn't meant to be in the past, and no matter how hard you try, it just wouldn't stay in the past
I don't know whether what I just said make sense, but it does.. to me

I have ONE thing in my mind which is just hovering around, that I cannot change it even if I wanted to.. only when it involves some kind of people, and
I hope some one is just doing the latter - trying to put something in the past but then,I hope, realising that it isn't meant to be history

Pretty complicated for an 18 year old, huh..
Well, I'd like to think I matured early.. hence the explaination of my limbs covered with hair

Like I just said, I have some memories
And I'd like to relive it














































But I know it'll only happen if it concerns more than just me
Kinda emotional lately -_-

If you're still reading
I'm sorry you have to read all this

Btw, this is the sort of writing that I'd get failed for
Few of the paragraphs up there is just hanging, isn't it
It makes no sense
Whatever..

Tell me what should I do please, if you understand my complications here

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Little Advertisement for My Brother

He's 26 this year
Got a degree in Civil Engineering from UTM in Johor
Currently working in Shah Alam, travelling alot to Singapore
Loves his brother (I think, hehe)
More handsome than his younger brother, although less buffed
Certainly not taller than the younger brother, same height at most
Have big ambitions, doing businesses, which I think he will succeed later on in life, he just needs the funds that we don't have right now

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And er
Happy Birthday Dad
You can retire now


Tuesday, October 24, 2006

Miscellaneous Post

Yuen Loo says I'm thin already!
Yuen Loo says I'm thin !!
Yuen Loo says I'm thin already!!!
yay yay

wait.. was I fat before -_-
nvm, its not too late.. I'm thin now..

lol, perasan-ness *off*


Saturday, October 21, 2006

Happy Holidays

Yep, back at home now for more than the usual 2 days a week
Actually will be at home and free everyday for 7 days
Wow, not bad huh..

People have been saying lack of post..
Well, I say I've been lacking interesting things in my life
Doing the same routine everyday, nothing new

Teddy likes travelling with me




















Cause he gets alot of attention
He's a big hit with some of my friends
Imagine some jokingly (I hope) plan to kidnap/rape Teddy because he's too cute
And a little girl merajuk cause I don't let her hold it, haha

I'm keeping him back in my house for now

BTW girls, there's a very cute korean guy in my class now
The name is Sean or is it Shaun
Maybe the name resembles cute guys, hehe

Bye now


Friday, October 06, 2006

Fun Flash

This is a funny Flash movie our English teacher showed us
















Hope you guys understand it

And my English teacher damn happening
She's a part timer, but I hope she stays longer


Monday, October 02, 2006

Miss me ?

I'm blogging from UNiM's computer lab
There's no internet in my room yet
So I'm comping in the computer lab
Can't live without internet

Nothing much to say
Still trying to cope with the campus life
Anyone miss me ?
I do miss some of you

Bye Bye now
Call me